How to Turn Tangled Thoughts into Trust
I was planning to read Psalm 18 before falling asleep
last night. A busy day, a weighty decision, concern for a loved one, and questions
about the future. Sometimes we just need to come up for air.
But as I read, I couldn’t get past verse 2.
It took multiple readings to let its nine-fold truth
about God sink in—a concept that left Him looming larger than my tangled
thoughts.
“The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my shield, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.” (Psalm 18:2)
This verse begged to be read over and over again. God’s
might is articulated in beautiful imagery and powerful repetition.
Then I noticed how many “my’s” are included in this array
of God-attribute reminders.
My
rock.
My
fortress.
My
deliverer.
My
God.
My
strength.
My
shield.
The
horn of my salvation.
My
high tower.
It’s almost as if he doesn’t want us to miss the fact that
this powerful God is OUR God.
Our tangled
thoughts in weakness never overwhelm our strong God. He wants us to lean them
all against His strength.
One “attribute” in this list is different. Worded
differently, as if the tables turn for a brief moment, it sits up from its
middle position and makes an announcement.
Our rock, fortress, deliverer, God, strength, shield,
horn of salvation, and high tower is also the One “in whom I will trust.”
I finished reading Psalm 18 today. As the Psalm
continues, David beautifully describes how God came to His rescue when David
depended on Him.
How should every tangled thought respond to such a
powerful God?
Trust.
“He is a shield to all those who trust in
him.” (Psalm 18:30b)
Ah yes - trust. So simple and yet so profound. Prov. 3:5, 6 come to mind here. As I trust Him with my whole being, (not overthinking, trying to figure things out for myself), and truly know Him in all of the attributes you have listed above (not just a nodding acknowledgement of Him), THEN He will make my paths straight.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the reminder. I am praying for you.
Thank you for these words, Violet, and for your prayers.
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